I am severely depressed today. That is all. Lonely I guess. I wonder if I wasted my time neglecting the social side of university. And I wonder if I really give my girlfriend the love she deserves. I wonder if I can.

I have few vices. I have never smoked, never done drugs, drink in moderation, and don't overspend. But have I lived? Will I ever live? Am in the right place? Or do I just collect more and more games to fill a hole I never learned to fill with people?